The struggle though in my teens-early 40s was quite great and I would often turn to the Lord and God my father. I didn't feel home alone which damapened a sense of isolation actually being alone in the person. These writings were not said prayers, but thoughts from my heart at that time. We can all struggle and in difficult times if you hold onto God he will not abadon you in difficult times.I am 52 today.
Allow me to share some with you-
25/01/01- Age 27
There I go for the grace of God, my undying sustainer. Hear me God-my God I am down. My God I am down. My God I am down my God lift me up. My God My sweet God be with me- My sweet help me God. My Sweet God-Help Me.
4-08- 2000 Age 27
I pray to Lord God to help me to get out of the stinking rut and mire that I have dug for myself.
18/01/01-Age 27
God you promised me a place to hide. Lord you promised me that I would live and not die.
Age 28-July 29th June 2001-I was seriously unwell in hospital and was praying to be saved. I prayed that the legs that were broken will again walk one day.
- Miss Obanubi is on ward.
-Numerous Bible references
-Praying she will not die
A Bad Day (1999) Age 25-26
My Heavely protector forsake me? Forsake me not for I am the forsaken.
14/03/99 -Age 25-26
My
life is over, I feel tyed-strangled and dumped at sea. I feel desolate I call out but hear and see the
emptiness and sadness of my own life. For I am trapped with no respice.
God Help Me
Age 41
Jesus don't give up on me yet please, I love you Son of God, don't just give up on me yet. Please take good care for me dad (God ) please. I love him very much and also to my heavenly friends.
1994-Age 21- This was someones response to me who had words of encouragement.
